Friday, November 7, 2008

ephipany of two saints

beneath the starless sky, i stared at the half-faced moon.
 i began to wonder what should be my next move. 
should i follow my heart, longing and confused? 
should i comply with my head, rational yet skewed? could the answers be with the stars hidden behind clouds, 
or with the other lunar half, which is under a shroud? 
as the mesmerizing rain falls, i thought all will be revealed. 
that the rain will then wash all my confusion and fears.
  rather it muddled everything and further concealed. 
it hampered my once firm stance to a wavering defeat.
 i saw images of myself reflected in puddles of mud, 
different from each other, yet distinctly me. which of 
these faces showcases the real me? w
ones are mere illusions of who they want me to be? 
for with the light of the moon, we put on our masks, t
parade our facades, until the arrival of dusk. 
who is more important, the wearer or the mask? 
and who will dictate this? a thinking limited by a box? 
should i choose to act or should i opt to hide?
 must i tell the truth or continue to live the lie? 
answers to which will only come from within. 
the question now is, are you ready and willing?